Tuition...

Okay. So my classmate is joining this so called tuition class that is supposed to be very good. FUCK. GOSH I JUST CAN'T STAY CALM. Anyway, when he tell us about it, everybody became so hyped up and asked him how he's able to go in. FUCKKK. He said his mom got some connections, if you want to go in to that tuition centre u need to be on waiting list. So I thought that this must be a good tuition centre, maybe i should join. HECK. So I asked for the tuition's phone number, and asked for a space. They say they have 1 free slot available. So I signed up. End of the story for the day.

At night, when I asked this classmate on how to go to that tuition, he said: "Aiya because you are joining the class the rest of the people don't want to join already". So i asked, "Why?" and he answered so lightly, "You don't know that they all don't like you meh?"

...I don't know what to say. How could people be so hypocrite? I like all of them, and I thought that at the very least they don't hate me. So are all their acts simply appearances? WTF? this is not the first time it happened. Just what is so wrong with me that I end up making everyone hates me?

whatever man. i give up trying to be good.