Friday, November 5, 2010

Move...?

First, before i lament about my life again, there's one joyous occasion, which is: My laptop came back to life!!

Alright, now that's done, I'm now in a dillemma. Should i stay in this current place or should i move to another place? I never felt that I could get along here. I really wished that I can live in a place where everyone takes care of their own business, not sticking to each other every minute of the day like the people in this home stay do. That way, I wouldn't feel awkward or left out when I heard the laughter outside this doors. That way, I wouldn't feel I am all alone in this home stay. That way, I wouldn't feel that nobody cares about me. All the cells in my body is screaming for me to leave this place, but my mind refuse to follow. This place is very convenient, with everything available to me. I don't want to move if not for the people here. Whatever should I do?

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