Counselling...

I was getting fed up crying every minute and every second because of the stress pilling up inside me, so I decided to approach Ms L, the counselor of my school today. Her advice was kinda useless, but having someone to share my troubles really lifted my burden up. All this while, I have been stuffing all my troubles and sufferings inside me, as I don't like to show others my weakness. I could only share my problems with someone I'm really, really close. For example, my mom. Problem is she is the one who made me this way. Her expectations of me getting good grades will probably make her less sympathetic towards my worries. I might get hurt more than I already have. So, after a 2 hours session of counseling, I'm more or less fine. At least I don't cry all the time anymore, or maybe that's because my tears have all dried up after 2 hours of crying non-stop.

But today was rather fun. As a de-stresser after the promotional exams, my school organised the Inter House Games. I was signed up in the Dodgeball League against my will. As predicted, I was eliminated at the first blow of the whistle. The opposing teams were mainly guys, while my team are mostly girls. The opposition was so strong that we can only watch in dismay as one by one, everyone falls. We have lost all hopes of winning as there was only one guy left standing in our team, facing an opposition with a full force of 10. The unexpected thing is that, slowly, one by one, this guy dodge all the balls aimed towards him, and with every ball he throws, he eliminated the opposition one by one. Our whole class was cheering for him until our throats are sore. He didn't fail us. He won in the end, against all odds. Amazing guy. I might fall for him if he wasn't younger than me. Haha.