Laughter...

As an international student studying in Singapore, I started living in a home stay this year. I always had a hard time fitting in, and once I have adapted myself to the changes, others have closed their doors from me. Just after I finished crumbling down the walls between people and myself, they build up a wall against me. Now, I find myself writting this post as I hear the laughter from my other housemates outside, wishing that I could be there, laugh out with them. But I can't, not if they are laughing because of jokes about me.