Photos...

I was asked to help my housemates take photos today. There are 7 of us, and I wonder why there are only 6 in the picture. What my teacher has described of me was true. I was always on my own since young, it is the only way I know. If asked whether I would like to stay the way I am or to get closer to others, I wouldn't know the others. Maybe because I am a type C (from DISC Test) person, who doesn't like to take risks. I don't want to risk my heart being hurt, so I rather avoid people. I don't know how to react with them, I don't know how to communicate with them. For me, my own world is the best fortress to guard my heart.

I couldn't get used to this dorm. Everyone is so lively here, and they spend a lot of time together. Maybe that's the way of living, share our joy with others, but I don't feel comfortable in this kind of environment. I couldn't get used to them. This is always the pattern. It took me usually 1 year to warm up to others, but by the time I opened my heart to them, they had closed theirs to mine....