People are...

I don't understand people. I was only trying to mind my own business, but everyone always make fun of me, to the point that I don't know whether they are only joking or that they are truly serious. Maybe if they are people I don't care of, I wouldn't be hurt so deeply. They are what i think i can call friends, but they don't seem to think that of me. I don't like to be teased, I don't like to be laughed at, but the people whom I care the most did that to me. I was torn between the dilemma of whether to forgive them or to retreat to my own world. If I don't have any good memories with them, I'll surely chose the latter. The problem is that there was once moments where I truly have fun with them, enjoy my time with them. I don't want to lose that. But must I continue suffering their teasing?